Fiona Phillips: 'I had a breakdown'

Fiona Phillips: 'I had a breakdown'
Fiona Phillips: 'I had a breakdown' (Image credit: PA Wire/Press Association Images)

Fiona Phillips said she suffered a breakdown while dealing with GMTV and her family's battle with Alzheimer's. The 49-year-old, who had been 'severely depressed' and quit as a presenter on the show more than a year ago, said she was writing a book about how she dealt with the impact of the disease - which her late mother suffered from and her father has been diagnosed with. Speaking about her book, mother-of-two Fiona told New! magazine: "It's about the build-up of the whole Alzheimer's thing and how I dealt with it. Because, you know, I had a breakdown, dealing with GMTV and what my mum went through. "When I look back, I do think, God I was severely depressed. I didn't want to go out. It was everything I could do to just go into work and look after the children. I was not functioning normally at all." Fiona said her former colleague Eamonn Holmes would tell her she needed help. "I'd say, 'No, no. I'm fine'. But everyone's got hard times in their lives so I don't really want to moan on about it." When she announced her departure in 2008, Fiona, who's fronting a new TV show called Forces Reunited on Sky Real Lives, described it as 'the hardest decision I have ever made'. She described it as a 'very privileged" job, but said it had downsides. "For one, there's the vitriol that's written about you on the internet. You really have to ignore it, because if you don't, you might as well slash your wrists."

Patrick McLennan

Patrick McLennan is a London-based journalist and documentary maker who has worked as a writer, sub-editor, digital editor and TV producer in the UK and New Zealand. His CV includes spells as a news producer at the BBC and TVNZ, as well as web editor for Time Inc UK. He has produced TV news and entertainment features on personalities as diverse as Nick Cave, Tom Hardy, Clive James, Jodie Marsh and Kevin Bacon and he co-produced and directed The Ponds, which has screened in UK cinemas, BBC Four and is currently available on Netflix. 

An entertainment writer with a diverse taste in TV and film, he lists Seinfeld, The Sopranos, The Chase, The Thick of It and Detectorists among his favourite shows, but steers well clear of most sci-fi.